Falling for him just making me more hurted..

Hancur hatiku .. mengenang dikau, menjadi keping2 setelah kau pergi ..

urm, mmg aq tgh patah hati skrg , hancur berkecai ..
org tuh da brubah sgt2 da skrg .. bnda2 yg biasa dya buat , dah xklihtan ..
slalunya, org tuh .. suka kcau, suka kin sakit aty , suka tenung org ..
dan caring, klau org tak tgur dya akn tgur tnya knp ? tpi, skrg .. he changed a lot ! and i hate that ..
i miss the old him , know what ? i think, its better for me to forget about him ..
i guess its just not worth it ..
aq dpt rsa yg dya sbnrnya xda prasaan yg sma dgn aq ..
anyways , a_s tu.. aq da mula ragu , sbb d fb dya ..
ad 1 org kakak tu, a s jgk .. aq rsa dya da mula suka kakak tu ..
urm,

tau tak ? dya ckp ngn aq dya ad prasaan yg sma mcm apa aq rsa pda dya ..
tpi, aq tgok, dya xlyan aq lbih dri skdr kwan .. aq nmpk dya lyan aq sma mcm kwan2 dya yg len ..
xda yg beza , aq bkn nak kapel ngn dya , just that sekurg2nya .. lyan aq len SIKIT dri kwan2 pompuan dya.
ini tak, aq da mula ragu psal feeling dya kt aq ..
so, aq rsa .. janji yg kmi buat .. xakan pnah blaku kn ??
aishiteru da xda mkna utk aq .. aq skrg lbih bnyak muram than senyum ..
tau knp ? sbb dya da bwa senyum aq jauh dri aq .. mcm mna dya skrg menjauhkn diri dri aq ..
aq sdey taw tak ?
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